Rested! Took an entire week off. First time since March
Did my first photo shoot since being in the hospital last month.
WENT TO CHURCH PRAISED GOD GIVE HIM THANKS REUNITED WITH MY BABY SISTER WOKE UP TO PLATE RIGHT NEXT TO ME AND SLICE OF CARROT CAKE AN MY DAUGHTER SAYS SHE GOING TO CHURCH WITH ME WON’T HE OR SHE DO IT
1st flight to another country and thankful for my life
Finally started on a project that has held me bound for so long
I said no to something I really wanted, but that would have made my life worse.
Pushed to join a professional organization that would further my career. And it was accepted
I let my guard down and my vulnerability show.
Try and forgive, that’s not an easy feat for me. I have a tendency to hold on to things and treat people as though they don’t exist once they piss me off
Stepped up to do ceremony for the first time here in Missoula for other people.
Be ok with accepting help while I’m injured. Letting people do for me, because they want to, upended the story that I tell myself, which is that no one cares about me. It was truly liberating and I feel loved.
Played some dang numbers
Be a guinea pig for up and coming rehab students.
Sat with unresolved emotions, grieved, had conversations grieved some more. Love you and Sophie so much and so grateful I got to see you two last weekend